Paul Wagner Audio Library

Healing, awakening, and a little glorious irreverence - with Paul Wagner.

Create a free account and start with free short audiobooks: Taking Your First Steps Beyond Codependency and Affirmations & Mantras to Improve Self-Worth. Sacred Declarations will also be free when completed; it is marked Soon for now. No card is required. Choose longer audiobooks individually, or get the whole library for $108.

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Forensic Forgiveness

A systematic path for releasing resentment and the nine categories of karmic memory.

34 chapters · 237 pages · $9.97 USD

The Electric Rose

A raw guide to dissolving what binds you and awakening to your full, embodied power.

26 chapters · 194 pages · $12.97 USD

Holy Shift!

Sacred practices for when life is moving too quickly - or falling apart.

6 chapters · 119 pages · $6.97 USD

The Personality Oracle

Meet the archetypes that live within you, name their patterns, and loosen their grip.

78 chapters · 401 pages · Soon! The audio edition is not released yet.

The Spiritual Seeker's Handbook

Warm, irreverent guidance for navigating meditation, karma, gurus, sacred travel, and spiritual life.

38 chapters · 106 pages · $9.97 USD

Spiritual Fun for Couples

Practices and rituals for reigniting connection, honesty, delight, and devotion.

43 chapters · 105 pages · Soon! The audio edition is not released yet.

The Deepening

A contemplative guide for moving beyond surface spirituality into lived transformation.

19 chapters · 44 pages · Soon! The audio edition is not released yet.

The Little Advaita Vedanta Book

A concise doorway into Advaita Vedanta and the direct recognition of nondual awareness.

26 chapters · 36 pages · Soon! The audio edition is not released yet.

Sacred Declarations

Sacred language for centering, remembering, and consciously directing the inner life.

11 chapters · 21 pages · Soon! The audio edition is not released yet.

Affirmations & Mantras to Improve Self-Worth

A gentle collection of affirmations and Sanskrit mantras for releasing attachments, expressing emotion, and remembering the unlimited Self.

8 chapters · 14 pages · Free with your account

Mantras for Life

A new guided edition is being prepared with 365 mantras and a welcoming opening chapter. Paul introduces each mantra and its meaning, offers a short description and guidance on when to chant, then invites you to practice together. Every mantra demonstration and all five practice repetitions will use the supplied original recordings. The previous edition is no longer available to listen to.

366 chapters · 378 pages · Soon! The audio edition is not released yet.

Which audiobook should I start with?

Working with resentment

Begin here if you want a systematic way to examine resentment, emotional patterns, and the memories behind them.

Forensic Forgiveness

Practice during a difficult day

Begin here for gratitude, direct spiritual advice, and practices you can return to when life feels overwhelming.

Holy Shift!

A short listening practice

Begin here for a brief collection of affirmations and Sanskrit mantras centered on self-worth and inner reflection.

Affirmations & Mantras

Meet the author behind the library.

Paul Wagner, also known as Krishna Kalesh, is a spiritual teacher, intuitive reader, and author. His work brings together self-inquiry, devotional practice, humor, and the practical work of releasing what no longer serves you.

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A little context before you listen.

What is self-inquiry?

Self-inquiry is the practice of examining your experience and your sense of who you are. In this library, personality patterns can become starting points for reflection rather than permanent definitions of the self.

Explore The Personality Oracle
What does nonduality mean in Advaita Vedanta?

Advaita means nondual or not two. Advaita Vedanta examines the apparent separation between the individual self and ultimate reality. The Little Advaita Vedanta Book introduces this inquiry through Paul's approach to recognition and spiritual practice.

Explore the Advaita book
Does forgiveness mean excusing what happened?

Not in the approach presented in Forensic Forgiveness. The book examines resentment and the memories that sustain it. Inner work does not require pretending that harm did not occur or giving up personal boundaries.

Explore Forensic Forgiveness
How can I use an audiobook as a daily practice?

Choose one chapter, listen without rushing, and note one question or practice to revisit during your day. You can return to a chapter rather than treating the book as something to finish as quickly as possible.

Explore Holy Shift!

Before you start listening.

Is the app free?

Yes. Creating an account and using the app is free. Released audiobooks under 2,000 words are included at no cost after you sign in. Longer audiobooks are available individually or through the optional lifetime library.

Which audiobooks can I listen to free?

Taking Your First Steps Beyond Codependency and Affirmations & Mantras to Improve Self-Worth are free with your account now. Sacred Declarations will also be free when completed; it remains marked Soon until then. No card or purchase is needed for these short audiobooks.

What does the $108 lifetime library include?

Every audiobook available now and every future audiobook automatically when it is released. It is one payment for lifetime library access.

Can I buy just one audiobook?

Yes. Choose an available paid book from the shelf and purchase it individually. Short audiobooks marked Free need only a signed-in account. Its chapters stay in your library after your payment is confirmed.

Can I listen to coming-soon books today?

Not yet. Titles marked Soon! become playable when their audio editions are released. Lifetime-library members receive access automatically on release.

How do I sign in to my library?

Use your email address to request a private, one-use sign-in link. Open the link and confirm entry to your library. Use the same email address each time to return to your purchased books.

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